1. |
In The Beginning
00:43
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Woah, Woah,
Woah..
I been going through tribulations lord,
Sometimes it like I won't make it lord,
I'm doing my best to stay patient lord,
But how long should I wait
When I don't know when my fate is lord
When will I awaken lord..
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I came in this world on 9/16
At 5:15
To my pops it was like a dream
Moms was like 16
Little do they knew they had
Birth a monster
The one that was gonna be the
First to conquer
Even back then my mind
Searched and wondered
Like what is this earth and
What's the worst upon us
While looking in the skies of blue
Ma got me a telescope now I'm
Looking in the skies for clues,
Damn, it's crazy how the time done flew
I remember being like 5 riding through
With my bike to school
To being 5'2 in a place where they
Fight to lose
I guess that's why I never felt in place
With the nicer crews
It was like getting in trouble
Is what I liked to do
But befo all that papa called me
Minnie doo
Mama played me Winnie pooh
Used to cook a fried egg
Before I went to school
And at the house I remember watching
Disney and pixar
I knew from a kid I would get far,
I remember those days and I just miss all
Maybe I'll see them again when I lift off
A whole re run of the life that I lived dawg
As god,
Showing me my mess ups
And things I could've did to
make em better
But I'll die with no regrets
For now I'll do my best
And channel my stress into the
Best way possible
I deal with deep emotion but I always
Stay logical
Feed my belly, cus as a kid I was worried
Bout today's plate
Ma stopped believing but she always
Told me say grace
It's a lot of things I don't know to
Today's date
Cus she made sure that I stayed safe
From things I didn't know yet
But I know a lot so wtf I don't yet
Did you rob a whole jet
Did you initiate the Cold War
Sending cold threats
Naw, but I don't know yet
Maybe it's something I don't need
Because it's so vex
And prolly be the reason for
some mo stress
So for now Ima do what I know best
And chilll..
Until the end,
Cus the beginning was real..
( Springtime )
Twinkle twinkle twinkle
Little star
How I really wonder what you are
Up beyond the clouds and heights so high
Like a diamond, in the sky
Like a diamond in the sky
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As the stars shine,
I sense the far kind
Sending star signs
Tryna send a message
But we all blind,
Stuck in hard binds
And misleaded by lost minds of others,
In these lost times we suffer,
Is these the last times I wonder
As niggas blast nines
Under black skies of thunder,
And yo,
They not the bad guys just tired of hunger
Tired of the fucking struggle
And our cryin mothers,
Nowadays these niggas chicken
So they fry each other
Now I'm dealing with the pain from
Our dying brothers,
Make me think I can die anyday
And if so tell my lovely mother I love her,
To the death of me,
Tell my son I'll guide his destiny,
From the spirit cus the flesh of me,
Ain't the only thing that be left of me,
The mental is the weaponry
So blast off at any means
To cast off yo enemies
Block bad thoughts and energy,
Now as i rap bars to the syzygy's
I feel mad far from the memories
And mad close to infinity, damn.
When can I begin to breathe
Cus the pressure penetratin and
I'm feeling weak,
Still I see.
As I look up in the sunshine
And feel the heat
This cold world make it hard
To even feel our feet
But we stand strong to make it known
Who we really be
Star people on this earth feel the energy
It still be a lot within my conscience,
Life moving fast I'm tryna
Comprehend the process,
Time cruisin past and all
These minutes constant,
I'm wondering when it'll slow down,
No chance so y'all
I just go with the flo now,
Cus I ain't never stopping this train,
John Mayer in my ears as I
Adapt to the pain
They like damn Verse
Why you ain't been laughing the same?
Cus shit ain't funny no more my nigga,
I feel like my peeps don't love me
No more my nigga
Seem like the beach ain't sunny
No more my nigga
Just know you never be ignored my nigga
Sometimes i need to be alone
And explore my nigga,
They be like this is what the musics for
My nigga,
If you ever feel down know I'm for my niggas,
Be safe cus it chalk outlined
From the rawest killers,
Spit them lyrics til they all just feel us,
Make em feel it in the hearts and livers,
Deliver raw shit and make sure
They all considered,
Hip hop is what we call it nigga
This be for all my niggas
As I look up in the sunshine
And feel the heat
This cold world make it hard
To even feel our feet
But we stand strong to make it known
Who we really be
Star people on this earth feel the energy
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4. |
Heart Chronicles
02:46
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What could I did
How I'm suppose to give you my life
When I wanna live
As I'm pullin my hairs and looking up
She asking am I good enough
And deep inside I know she deserve better
And I'm her worst pleasure
But she was like my lyric
And she made my words better
So what I say now,
Baby please just stay down
Things gone get better,
But better they never got
I gave you a roof
But never sheltered your heart
I know it'll never be how it felt in the start
But but but, what could I do
When life is just passin
And asses passin me to
I'd give those others lust
But kept my passion with you
With you I had rather crash on the moon
Smokin gas as NASA passin right through
What an immaculate view
But I'm sure we've seen the last of us boo
At least the laughter was cool
Remember times I would help with you
Ya bags at ya school
Ya mama actin a fool
And oh the drama
In the moment you never realize you
Forming trauma
Now for protection you gone need
Some more than armor
While I'm expecting more than karma
But but but, I've fucking had it
No longer accepting blame
For causin all of the havoc
Especially from people who'd never
Know how I have it
I was lost with foul habits
But still would walk in the dark blindfolded
Go against 9 soldiers
If ya life relied on it
I put no lies on it
Don't tell me, it, was, all, so bad
Don't tell me, you, don't, miss, what, we had
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5. |
Black Feathers
03:46
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Before you rise you got to fall,
Living and living at all
Til you been in the middle of
Giving up and tryna get right up,
It's just part of the process,
Part of the game part of the shame
Life as a starving artist,
Got me insane hardly can take
All that is brought upon us,
Fearing the fame imperial gain,
Steadily causing martyrs
Spirits in flames hearing yo name
Ain't worth all them dollars,
When it comes to the cost of your soul
They got the remote
You lost all control,
So Im against all odds Tupac when I roll
Who all gone oppose
Whoever can get it no matter who
Treasure or wicked,
Even those in the dark that
dwell with the witches
I repel with a vengeance,
Like a wolf,
But In my mind I see myself
In a pigeon wanting to excel,
To a place that felt forbidden
As a youngin in these black ghettos,
Where the roses was the crack pedals
I just want to fly away with my
Black feathers,
And maybe just find a place that better,
Because it's getting colder on
These streets,
If only it could be a little warmer man
That would be so wonderful to me
But it doesn't and it won't ever cease..
I'm asking what the fuck
Is going on with my peeps,
Muthafuckas preaching
wrong on these beats,
The peace is gone it done fleed,
At least I'm strong on my feet
From the dome I release my
Deepest tribulations,
Yo it's my right bitch nigga
Keep the litigation,
And in the courts they don't like us
Ball players how ironic tho,
They judging for our natural ways
Why they bionical,
Have you ever walked our grounds
I ain't think so,
We forced to fight and make dough,
To much killing going round
So sometimes we stay home,
Them bullets don't have no name on
The people that fall,
This shit is evil man it's lethal and raw
In the backyard the pitbulls
Leak from they jaws,
And some nights it's so dark
It seem the reeper done crawled,
See the shadows of jeepers creepers
They deep in the walls,
A place that trained us if
We leap than we fall,
So for my brothers in the darkest corners
Ima spark it for you,
I know the hard knocks knocking for ya
Knocking hard when you not involved
Tryna knock it off,
And for some it's either run with the crew,
Or the gun is on you,
What the fuck should one do,
Die to stay alive,
It's no way out so they just
Ride until they die
Tryna find a route
Stuck up in the gutta
Tryna climb up out
Where the rats hiding out
Ducking in the ditches
Til the light is out,
Damn if we all was just some pigeons
We would fly up out
I just want to fly away with my
Black feathers,
And maybe just find a place that better,
Because it's getting colder on
These streets,
If only it could be a little warmer man
That would be so wonderful to me
But it doesn't and it won't ever cease..
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6. |
Pray For Me (Acapella)
05:05
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7. |
7th Dimension
03:13
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Off of the porch time to fly
I'm not the torch I'm the fye
Never be forcin the vibes
Immortalized
With the force in the sky
The portal hides
From those forcin the lies
They live for cash
But they fortune has died
Fortunately, My fortunes alive
Buried within like its gold
Staring all into my soul
Apparently I do withhold
What they want
But dont care if I'm old
Forever young
Cuz what I carry they sold
They never want
To be buried unknown
They moving crowds
But they very alone
I rather build
For my family at home
I'm finding me something to hold
Til finally nothing is wrong
Society love to control
But not me
Cus I'm free til I'm gone
Spiritually,
Ima flee to unknown
Its things to see
That never was shown
Keep the peace
But it's heat in my dome
I keep on thinking
I'm never alone
Tell me who dwells in the dark
Who putting spells on my heart
Maybe myself I'm so lost
I been fine
You can be sure
Scratch that line
I been ready for war
Anytime
Bring machete's and swords
I'm on the line
Steady ready for more
If I die
Just cover my sores
But maybe I need just chill
Cus lately it's things that I feel
That's making me crazy foreal
Amazing how
Some people act real
But faking out
Now I'm peepin the deal
They shaking now
Cus I'm speaking what's real
But hey don't frown
I ain't thinking bout y'all
I'm staying down
With my people involved..
It's only my people involved ( x3 )
Keeping em closest
Cus people be flaw
Mentally hopin
That you really fall
Laughing and jokin
It's all a facade,
It's all a facade
It's all in the vibe
It's all in vibe
I saw with eyes
It's all just a lie
Nigga im seein right thru
We don't like you
I just be keeping it cool
Waiting to act up a fool
Patiently waiting to scrap up and bruise
Fuck it just pack up the brews
Cuz maybe I need to just chill
Cuz lately it's things I feel
That's making me crazy foreal
In my eyes
Now I'm seein the truth
Be advised
That I'm seein who you
Save the lies
Man I already knew
In the skies
I'm traveling through
Yellin bye
I ain't worried bout you
Since people ain't showin humanity
I'm Creating with my fantasy
Keepin me safe from insanity
Taking trips to the 7th dimension
Be aware
Cus it's very suspicious
In the air
Smell the scent of the incense
We just there
Tryna carry the peace
A state of mind
And a place you can't see
Full of love
Filled with people that's free
In my mind
That's the place where i be..
And only my people involved.. ( x.. )
Keeping em closest
Cus people be flaw
Mentally hopin
That you really fall
Laughing and jokin
It's all a facade,
It's all a facade
It's all in the vibe
It's all in vibe
I saw with eyes
It's all just a lie
Nigga im seein right thru
We don't like you
I just be keeping it cool
Waiting to act up a fool
Patiently waiting to scrap up and bruise
Fuck it just pack up the brews
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8. |
Growth (Bonus Track)
03:30
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Just chill,
Relax
Sit back
And blaze
Swear to god this shit gone get better
Man It just takes some days,
I know,
It's hard
My god,
I saw
Stories within the eyes
Of folks tryna survive
In the shelter homes
I watched em as they cried
As silent tears was running down
my cheeks too
At that moment i seen the
Lord speak through
In a place where it was good and evil
Instantly I felt sheltered,
Like how the fuck I felt pressure
My struggles can't measure
Cus for weeks now
That brother been rocking
the same sweater
So yo,
My g,
It could,
Be worse
So be blessed and never be pressed
From all of that stress
Yo the best aint came to you yet
So buck up yo chest
Dawg don't let that shit get the best
Of yo fucking self or ya health
Just ask for some help
I know you was dealt
A life that's hard but dawg you'll evolve
Just give it time
Don't be blind and move witcho mind
Go where you grow
That's some of the realest shit
That I was ever told
From my nigga that was in the cuffs
With me smoking dro until we blowed
To my young hot head
Keep it cool but don't turn cold
Just chill,
Relax
Sit back
And blaze
Swear to god this shit gone get better
Man It just takes some days,
A yo,
I know,
That pain,
Up close
And when it feel like you lonely
Don't got no woman and you broke
Wanna leave up out yo city
But ain't no place you can go
So much bottled all inside
But ain't nobody gone know
Working for them folks
Who never looked in yo eyes
They don't understand ya life
And don't care to ask you why
But fuck the small talk
I rather spit what I write
But instead you keep quiet
You thinking folks might not like
I swea,
I feel,
Yo pain,
Foreal,
It's so hard when light seem so far
But fuck it all a my dawg you
know who you are
Don't ever fall
Keep it raw embrace all yo flaws
The problems solved
But it's really no problems at all
It's only lessons only blessings
Will come to you all
I know you stressin and the pressure
Done got to you hard
Just learn the field and I promise
one day you gone ball
I put that shit on my moms
Just chill,
Relax
Sit back
And blaze
Swear to god this shit gone get better
Man It just takes some days,
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